Psorinum

TRANSFORMATION

• Before: Consumed by shame, hopelessness, fear of existence.
• After: Feeling of inner worth, awakening of the life impulse, the right to be oneself unconditionally.

FOUNDATION

The secret of human psoriasis.

Symbolizes deep pain of rejection, shame, deficiency.

It is the vibration of the primal wound: you are unworthy of love, just for being yourself.

ARCHETYPES

• Rejected child (believes he is bad)
• Prisoner of shame (constrained by self-deprecation)
• Spiritually poor (wanders in search of warmth and acceptance)

IMAGES

• A skinny child in tattered clothes in the rain, unnoticed by anyone,
• A person sitting in the shadow of a ruined house, in old clothes. He is freezing

from the cold inside, but believes that he is unworthy of salvation.

• Leaves covered with dirt, yet still with bright veins awaiting cleansing.

SYMPTOMS

• lack of strength, depression
• shame for existing
• fear of loneliness, unworthiness, rejection
• feeling of hopelessness, doom, despair
• physically: skin diseases, immune problems.

FORMATION DYNAMICS

• Development stage: 0–1.5 years — basic safety, the right to exist
• Trauma: "I am bad simply for existing," "I am not needed."
• Conflict: I am not needed, better to hide.
• Mask: Despair, self-devaluation, withdrawal from contact.

SCENARIO

• Basic:

"The Outcast." I am bad. I am not needed. I will be rejected and forgotten. I better hide.

• New:

"The Accepted Adult"

If I am rejected, it is their choice, not my defect.

I can be in contact and talk about my feelings.

Behavior: not to hide in shame, and

fear of rejection, but to state your needs.

IDEA OF THE REMEDY

Your worth does not depend on cleanliness or mistakes.

You are worthy of living — simply because you exist.

MESSAGE AND LESSON

Darkness, pain inside — this is not the end. This is a place where new light sprouts.

You were in deep darkness.

You are alive — and that is enough to be loved.

You are not a mistake.

You are light that has passed through the thickest night.

AFFIRMATIONS

• I have the right to exist.
• My worth does not depend on the opinions of others.
• I am loved, even in my vulnerability.
• I give myself the right to live, breathe, grow.

ALCHEMY

Here is the point

absolute darkness, complete Nigredo: the collapse of faith in your own worth.

From this, a new light is born.

IDEA: RADICAL ACCEPTANCE

Your worth is not for correctness, not for achievements.

You are valuable because you exist.

Even in dirt, in pain, in falling — you are worthy of love.

PHYSICAL MODEL OF EXIT/ balance.

• The body learns to reduce inflammation / more flexible boundaries,
• Calibrate your cells and others' cells more clearly, i.e., not to attack everyone at once.
• Cell division decreases / less fear, less adrenaline.